Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in frankblack's LiveJournal:

Saturday, September 4th, 2004
1:34 pm	the devil said "my finest work, is in her veins" and when angels leave, she will remain. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 30th, 2004
7:43 pm	i give up. when i tell lies - i hurt people when i try and tell the truth - i hurt people i give up. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 19th, 2004
12:21 pm	im off yeah fucking right. my results were shit, but they still let me into uni...the fools. so everyone can fuck off. i dont care anymore. oh yeah, and im leaving all my problems here. all you sluts and killers who broke my heart...well.... fuck off :) bye xxx (love you all) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
10:48 pm	i cast no shadow. i often wonder what i was looking at when i took this picture. strange how sometimes you look at pictures, and want to be transported back to that moment. think im gonna grow my hair long again. cant believe i got the beer cans in that shot. im such an amateur. (Comment on this)
Monday, August 16th, 2004
2:53 pm	a lover quite a screamer, a dust-fuelled dreamer. (Comment on this)
Friday, August 6th, 2004
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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
11:00 pm	set you free actually no bollocks to this. i cant feel sorry for myself any longer. have to tell her how i feel. *ian, you tried to before...you wanker. oh yeah. (Comment on this)
10:53 pm	this is a low, but it wont hurt you. decided to stay in tonight, didnt have enough will-power, but REM and jack daniels keep me sane for the time being. god this is low. Current Mood: strange.... Current Music: rem - everybody hurts (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
12:04 am	thought i would try and revive livejournal...still deciding whether to write what im feeling or not. so heres a picture i took. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: kate bush - a womans work (Comment on this)
Monday, June 21st, 2004
8:46 pm	the needle and the damage done... hi, thought id give my life a review as it is deserved by some people. things have been going quite badly recently, and ill explain. i split up with Charli, and thats where it all started to go wrong. but lets take it back further. a girl i was going out with last year. i went out with becca for about a year, the longest relationship id ever had. then she left for austraila on her gap year last september and i was devistated. then this year, about 2 or 3 months ago i met charli. we didnt click straight away. shes a bit younger and a bit more rocknroll than i was, but i had feelings towards her from quite early on. when i started going out with her and it felt right. i told her things about me ive never told before. for once it felt a girl actually loved me. things like, she went to hold my hand, she would put her arm around me, without any suggestion from me, a sign of true affection i suppose, and something id never really had before. now we're split up, it feels horrible to realise i didnt treat her right. i would act like a twat, and i realise now. sometimes i didnt talk to her the way i should, i should have acted how i felt. at the time i thought it was funny to talk about nothing but my new guitar, but it wasnt funny, it was annoying. the worst thing is i now know things will never be the same again. the way we are now, i know it. i still sometimes act stupid towards her. things wont be the same, and this makes me down inside. i got an email from becca yesterday saying she'll be back on thursday, and will i pick her up. my relationship with becca was no-where near as good as it was with charli. i dont know how ill act or what ill say. and thats how it is now. i dont know whats gonna happen. thanks for reading Current Mood: suicidal Current Music: the cure - pictures of you (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 20th, 2004
10:46 pm	drink like richard burton, dance like john travolta.... hallo thought id update properly for the first time in ages. they make a show called get stuffed, which is on about 4AM ITV on thursday morning, so im usually up to watch it. its so great, aimed at stoners, it tells you how to make toasted sandwiches and stuff like that. please say someone else has seen it. oooo i want to work for them see you at V and reading love you all - ianxxxxx Current Mood: curious Current Music: new order - blue monday (Comment on this)
Monday, June 14th, 2004
2:36 pm	Play sausage! Who has the longest? {length:48}-{nightway}-{w23}-{cherita}-{goldy_kin}-{besyonya}-{alexej}-{ivand}-{ta_tochka}-{gosha}-{candelabra}-{nikon_nlg}-{dziro}-{ven_ture}-{xnrrn}-{allegroconmolto}-{soulscode}-{glassapples}-{traveller}-{shaenie}-{nasturtium}-{bunnybaggins}-{juvu}-{blueathena}-{wyldkyss}-{squidflakes}-{artdollz}-{watery}-{linzee}-{lostaddiction}-{turningred} - {moohcow} - {sessodio} - {been_thinking} - {stupeedo} - {beautydiesyoung} - {starscascade} - {puttheknifeback} - {katieplaysdead} - {duxey} - {cranberryroses} - {die_a_lil_more} - {x_eversosweet} - {itbleedsinside} - {swtxdreams} - {ilivebytheriver} - {uncle_chasse} - {faerieprincess} - {berlin_elektro} To join, enter your nickname and press the button. The sausage will post itself automatically. You have to be logged in and have Javascript enabled. created by nightway username: (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 29th, 2004
4:03 pm	this is a low howdy just thought id get an update in before i go to work (office world massive will kill you staples freaks) stayed up late again last nite but i had beer this time. i like to vary my life now and then. woke up this morning with a mega headake but was glad to find i had an extra hour due to my alarm clock not being turned back/forward an hour. going on a roadtrip next week! come join me in my uno. anytakers? no. ah well. reading line up looks quite good so tickets are on their way. hopefully ill remember more than i did last year. just been to mcdonalds and sat in the carpark eating my processed shit. lovely. peace and love (towards me) ian Current Mood: awake Current Music: dennis waterman - i could be so good for you (22 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 27th, 2004
11:29 am	express yourself (remix) hallo am knackered. counldnt be bothered to go to the academy in the end last nite so went out to town and showered charli with humourous text messages. met jonesy and all his mates again. hes alrite but he brings friends his age. so when he introduces me to all his 24 year old women mates they usually say "ooo isnt he cute" this AINT funny. its like they are continually stuck in their silly women minds whether im too young or not. ok - two quotes from the last two weeks from quite good looking mid-twenty-older-women. "if only you were five years older...." (from jonesys sister oopps) "hes lovely but hes young!" now i aint some male shark or anythin but maybe im outta my depth. this aint my fault! all of my mates are hippy twats with no money or job. therefore im forced to be older. fucking hell ian Current Mood: angry Current Music: new order - world in motion (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 26th, 2004
12:41 am	yo!!!! just been round me brothers tonight to watch the football, have a beer, and other things we should be doing. drive home was a bit sketchy though. ahhh that michael winner advert came on again "caallmm down dear!" what a man. so i pretended to be him, even though i dont think i look at him. do i? dammit i was talking to me bro and he wanted some tickets for the nme britpack tomorrow (today) at the brum acedemy. i quite like the 22-20's and he likes the ordinary boys so i text holly and charli while i was there to find out who else was playin. i find out the delays. so i got some of their songs (which were really good actually) and then fiinnaalllyyy i got to the ticket website. and they were sold out BASTARD - we might buy some from the touts outside, but dont know if i can be bothered. urgh school tomorrow, although finish at 1230 so i got the rest of the day to......think of all the things i could do! i can drive, i have money (paid tomorrow, result), but what will i end up doing? going down the pub has it come to this? surely there most be some sort of secret society of people who use their time properly and have fun. and i aint found them. instead ill just sit here contemplating how 'the irony of it all' by the streets is the second best polictal song ever. -------------- hello my names Tim and in the eyes of society i should be in jail for the choice of herbs i inhale -------------- hes an unfounded genius of an urban poet. and none of you believe it well you're all pituairy retards work out what that means for next time! luvya slighty drunkstonedtired ian "THOSE THUGS AND CRIMINALS ARE THE PINNICLE OF THE DOWNFALL OF SOCIETY - IVE GOT ALL THIS ANGER PENT UP INSIDE OF ME" Current Mood: high Current Music: divine comedy - come home billy bird (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 25th, 2004
12:04 pm	You're keeping secrets. hallo urgh, stayed on the net till 3am last nite/morning. bad move, dont recomend it. got up about an hour ago and got a text from charli/tara. nice of her. might text her back ina bit. hmmmm gotta go to media in about an hour to do a presentation on the NME. to be honest ive just made it all up. did you know that the NME once owned pizza hut? i didnt either i still cant hear anything, that ringing in my ears from the gig on tuesday. dammit. still enjoyed all the knickers being thrown up onto the stage (cheers jonesy!) ooooo and had a weird dream that my mum brought a new car but crashed it into the wall outside. weird. wonder what that means. still waiting for my letter from northumbria uni saying they think im a genius and want me to go there! waiting...... ian Current Mood: lazy Current Music: the smiths - miserable now (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
5:44 pm	"sex, drugs and on the dole..." hello loyal readers. all one of you thought id do a proper update as the other one was pitiful. ah well. strange day today, after gettin up very late (my gig last nite grrrr) had to thrash my fiat uno to get to school. therefore i still stank of beer had a huge led zeppelin t-shirt on and felt like shit. still gave holly a lift home, dont think she was that impressed with my beer smelling and crap driving though. oh and listen to the cure! get 'a forest'. genius 80s goth pop. im tellin ya, there aint nothin better. got an email of becca yesterday, but thats another story.... be peaceful and dont take any pills you shouldnt mmmmm ian (6 Comments |Comment on this)
3:21 pm	empty glass? no thankyou hmm today was ok update soon! lifes pretty hetick. no i lie. i dont do a lot see you soon! ill leave you in the worlds of frank black a big big stone fall and break my crown remember that! ian (Comment on this)